Okay, now on to normal blogging.
My results were absolutely horrendous. I failed Geography by a lot a lot a lot and Malay by 5 marks. Which is quite a lot, too, though not as much as Geography. My parents asked me whether I failed any subject yesterday, and I was extremely hesitant to tell them, but eventually I did anyway. They don't know my Geography marks though I did tell them I failed it very very horribly. When they heard I failed Higher Malay, they were like, HUH??? Then they started asking me whether I was Tamil or Malay, and stuff like that. They found it impossible to believe I failed Malay, but then that's because they never knew my Malay is that horrible. They thought it was only slightly more horrible compared to the other subjects.
My History improved by quite a lot, but it's still lower than class average by some. I shall continue trying to improve, though that will be almost impossible. My English Paper 2 was like, just pass. JUST PASS. Half of me is going like, whew. Another half is in shock that I almost failed English. I mean like, it's not like it's Mathematics or something, but it's definitely not like History and Geography. So how can I ever just pass English? When I looked at my answer script it was like somebody playing Tic Tac Toe. All X0 X0 X0. Sigh. I must manage my time better. Mathematics was okay, just that I need one more mark to get 4.0. Just one, more, mark. I tried to find it but I couldn't. So near yet so far. Sigh. If only I wasn't so careless. I mean seriously. Sigh. I MUST NOT FAIL ANYMORE!!
Oh well. Our class got through the auditions, but we got thrid in the entire level. You couldn't believe how much I screwed up during the real thing. For the first song, it was okay. For the second song, I started singing the first song instead. I was like, "Walking.. [short shocked silence by me].. look different." It was so screwed lar! Not just that, I blanked out in the middle of the song, during the first chorus. I forgot and sang the low part for the first line of the first chorus, then the next line I totally forgot the tune and improvised. Luckily, the tune I improvised when I blanked out was the correct tune.
Shall blog again later. Bye for now.
i'm still here.
1:30 pm